Los Angeles, 2011

There is something going on outside, the dog

is lifting her ears, see? The muscles in her jaw

are tightened, too.

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The backyard is an ocean

nobody is swimming to find me—the doors are all

locked anyways—but that wont stop something

from going on outside.

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Once I looked out there and saw

a light around a body, and that body

bent over itself and there was no one else.

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That is how I know.

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This place was dark before we knew it.

We came like lightening—burning blonde

streaks in the ether. We were happy.

Nobody said we shouldn’t be, you know?

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Out the back window, when I still looked, the Pacific 

was a moat nobody was swimming to find me,

I might have asked why aren’t you swimming to find me?

if there had been somebody there to tell me

I could want anything else.