Once

in the field of his alien bedroom,

i was taken by the wrist

by a disembodied hand that looked

like mine.

 -

it pushed me down into his drowning

lust, broke open

my chest and helped him pour

his terror into me

 -

as if my body needed

anything, as if my heart

weren’t full enough

with blood.

 -

so many little girls are eaten whole,

raised up by others’ arms

to eucharist-rich mouths,

 -

then slowly re-devoured

by the rose-blushed sickly

acids from within.

 -

some of us are pierced, though,

pressed to cracking by

familiar little palms

 -

eggs on easter to be tapped

and drained, not eaten—

 -

just emptied and then

painted and then

hidden.