Ick
I am getting more and more terrified by the second that I am going to get to college and everyone is going to be a better writer than me.
When this thought first occurred to me, I promised myself that if that happened, I would just get over because I like writing even when I am not the best.
But it is still scary, the thought that maybe I am actually a total crap writer.
I am thinking I want to be a librarian.
And I want to move to the UK, for sure.
I want to marry a man who is skinny and likes to drink.
I want children who laugh and have accents different from my own.
I want to write forever, but I am indifferent to whether or not any of it is published.
I still want to be better, though, than other people. At writing, I mean.
At least in college.
Its terrifying me.
